Why I've been away for so long

Hey guys,
This is for the few who care...

I'm sure I'm probably hated by most of you and I won't write any excuses for not posting in so long because quite frankly, there are too many. I haven't checked this blog since my last post, so it's literally been months, but today, I accidentally stumbled upon my blogger dashboard and saw that people were still visiting which is why I'm writing this. I honestly was very touched. Most of you guys have given up, which is understandable, but some of you still check back even when I haven't put in the slightest bit of effort and it's honestly one of the nicest feelings.

A few months ago, I came to that point in my life where I needed to start SERIOUSLY thinking about my life, my goals, my career and aspirations. I'm a very indecisive person, and for years, I couldn't make up my mind on what career path to take, and I've never been one to want to make a career out of blogging. But now, I've finally decided, I'm finally on my way to setting myself up (The real deal; grown up shiz) See, I'm not really into the idea of living off people after a certain age. I won't say I'm independent quite yet, but I'd like to be by this time next year! I'm going to be  fricking 21 in June! (Fact - I can't physically say "I'm 20 years old" by mouth. It just won't come out.)

This isn't to say that I'm coming back to stay in the personal style blogging world because frankly, It doesn't excite me anymore. I started doing this when I was much younger and I've definitely grown out of it, but with the path I've chosen to take, I need to be very very much in touch with the cyber world. I'm going to blog again! The prodigal daughter has returned but this time, she isn't vain, or narcissistic, she just want to document her creative journey. You will mainly be seeing pictures of my work, loooots of art, and loooots of prints and lots of trend forecasting! My face might pop in occasionally unfortunately, but you'll just have to deal with that. ha...
Within the next week, this blog will be absolutely different and that's sorta exciting.

Today, I will leave you with a painting that has inspired me greatly.

Unfinished portrait of Vijayalakshmi Pandit by Laura Knight. 

Thanks for reading. It means the world to me!
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